Journey of Rin
letheoceandrain:

Untitled: Coco | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

letheoceandrain:

Untitled: Coco | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

Been loosing some muscle shape since surgery but feeling sexy and so happy with how far I’ve come.

12kg to goal. 46kg lost!!!!

So it’s been a long few weeks. I kept getting fluid in the space, had to get it removed each week. Finally settled down. No more appointments for 6 months, then we talk about if I’m healed enough for reconstruction to start.

I miss having boobs. This if going to take forever. I want to feel sexy again.

First day walking 5km in 1 hour, after surgery. Swelling has been annoying and making it to uncomfortable to do much.

Doing better this week. Have all my staples and stitches out. Have to start working on moving. Damn it hurts. I’ve lost a lot of range of movement. It’s frustrating. I keep having nightmares my chest will rip open. Mentally I’m trying to refer to it as scars cause it is sealed together. No longer a wound. Healing.

Trying to be social. Catch up with people.

I’m getting frustrated by all the things I can’t do. Dr is careful I see her weekly but understandably she only gives me answers that relate to each week. It all depends on how mush fluid is in the space each week. At least the space gets smaller each week.